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part 1: end is here

1. end is here

one exhausted universe
spreading like cancer
an evil that I cant explain
a pleasure to embrace the pain
of living through just what I have to do
to make it through

end is here
sometimes you must become the thing you fear
and it never ends
this tragic game on which our lives depend
one potential song a verse
take it or leave it
submission is nowhere in our plan
we’ll strive to walk a clearer path
by disappearing deep into the black
no turning back
end is here
when standing on the edge of hope and fear
we wont forget the familiar sting of life without regret
submission is nowhere in the plan
we’ll strive to walk a clearer path
end is here
we’re standing on the edge
the end is here

2. my motivation: your demise

are we not living up to what you had in mind?
why would you smile as you look me in the eye?
I always knew that it was useless
befriending liars and it’s oh so foolish
I haven’t given up the fight against your kind
because your heartless and we’ve got nothing to hide
you always talk about a movement
you only act the role and I can prove it now

we have begun and we wont let the fire die
until the end until the end we burn alive
amidst the ones who stand behind you remind you
the life you’ve chosen it will crumble before you in time

and now I stand in my place you stand in your grave
and I’ve just got to let you know
I never needed your feeble sincerity
now the petty disgrace this venomous face is yours
and what is left of you reminds me now that
even the heartless give us reason to live

there is no ending in sight
no end
now I cannot escape this path that I crave
and as I walk alone
at least I see that these steps are my own
in refusing these words you vomit so shameless
I feel it strengthen me and I recall the sting of uncertainty
killing what’s left of me
but even the heartless give us reason to be

there is no ending in sight
I’ll squeeze until there’s no life
I’ll find hope in your demise

3. the carpathian

now the inevitable change is upon me
eternal hunger has become my destiny
so join me
my body trembles from the memories that haunt me
the echoes shatter the remains of life and love the dead will travel fast when I begin my journey under

someday I’ll come alive to poison the world with my desire
because all know is I have all but expired
embedded sin now void within my eyes

I’d give eternity to find out the hard way
that it’s not easy to embrace your enemies
the dead will travel fast when I begin

tonight I’ll come alive to poison the world with my desires
I’ve got to show my foes this fire
alive at last
I’ve got to come alive and poison the world with my desires
because all I know is I have all but expired
embedded sin now void within
emotionless eternal rest
alive at last forget the past
I rise

4. reiteration

facing a day that’s unforgiving
longing for midnights, never ending
can I even begin to describe a life that I would die to live?
the quest for a name will prove to be a lonely one for me
I wouldn’t have it any other way so can I make it any clearer for you?
I threw your name away today
I’m feeling the same thing every day and growing colder in the same way
I wouldn’t want it any other way so can I make it any clearer for you
I threw my shame away today

reiteration for a better day I cant explain it
when I listen to you because I’m lost in possibility
facing a day that’s unforgiving you are longing
for answers ever pending dear
this world is inescapable
can I even begin?
this world it’s impossible
where do we begin?
I wouldn’t have it any other way so can I make it any clearer for you?
I have got to drown in suffering
I wouldn’t have it any other way
no

5. haven’t got the time

haven’t got the time to read between the lines
so we push and we fall to our knees
in silence taking not giving missing out on living
haven’t got the time to see with our own eyes
in a species bored with one another
it’s man against man and they fight for
a name to call themselves to make sure they’re alive
we see the damage now we see it’s dull disguise in this light
another day we fail to realize
that we push and we fall for the price of status
blinded by items and people that fool you
into thinking they were worth something to you
6. exorcism when you were walking away at the end of the day
would you ever believe that you’re really not ok?
ask yourself today
while your telling lies just to make ends meet
by the end of the night you’re barely on your feet
for what do you bleed
well this is where we stand
it’s where we stand and this is where it ends

in a world of lies I feel I’m losing my mind
but would it happen to be the same trouble haunts your eyes?
hold back one more night
and we’ll hit the ground running with our heads raised high
and we’ll sing of a dream in which we’d rather die than ever open our eyes
if I could just demand an open hand
than I could stand until the end
and if this is where we stand
it’s where we stand and this is where it ends
the wide eyed hunch beneath you
while you let them love your false uncertain crime we’ll gather now against you
as we suffer for the life we long to know
we’ll rid our hearts and minds of you I’m dying just to meet you
so I can feel you leave my tormented insides the force to exorcise you
gives me hope and power to purify the night
this Is where it ends

part 2: fight back

7. my decision

I’ve finally made a decision
to make it all my own
and walk this path alone
silence only will kill
what I was meant for all along
the familiar song when everything is wrong
been burning inside so long
but now my fear is gone

8. when life steals life

we’ve got a plan to escape mediocrity
I saw it coming like a ghost inside my mind
and now we’re grown all alone in a world that’s torn itself to pieces
all alone rolling bones and disintegrating every day
fight back allow no rude awakening
and embrace your imperfections now
before you lose your own identity
to the ones who stand in your way
when life steals life
you better write this down
no need to argue until now
in the body of a grown man torn apart
find the meaning to create a brand new start
these goals it’s seems
consume us swallowing our dreams
and the answer arrived in the night now we fight back

9. killing through song

there is a fire undying in all of us
one in which we can endure no more
now pretending to give is a reason to die
when you’ve lost your heart your mind a formula produced is a formula abused
only guaranteeing temporary satisfaction
and pretending to give your heart your mind
in the mean time, dying inside

so what have you done when you’ve killed through song? well you know I’m never gonna be the one to use
my words for anything I don’t hold true
and I wont have it any other way

10. majority

with one foot in front of the other
march your life away
in one definitive way or another
march into your grave today
with one standing next to another
frozen in dismay when you live to criticize each other
in a movement so betrayed
all I ask for is the truth
what has lived inside my heart has seen me through
I cant embrace a day that wont allow me to breath anew

we’ve attempted this that and the other
to push the world away
they’ll push one life in front of the other
on their way to premature decay

we’re falling down I don’t know how
so save the blood you’ve drained on the way
and save your personal gain before majority prevails

11. by the sword

I’ve been thinking about away to regain a life with meaning
So deceiving living uncertainty
I could tell you I never felt the same and only played the game
in telling lies that prophesize the true meaning of my demise but

in the face of doubt
I’m greeted by the sound
that I’ll embrace ‘til the end
because it’s you I will surround
just know that I wont let you down
now it’s all come down to this
life, the only life I know
mine, the sullen riot I’ve been living for
dying for now
I’ll make the best of this
night is the only way to grow
unlearn to find a better way
and give until my blood runs dry

in the face of doubt
I’m greeted by the sound
that I’ll embrace ‘til the end
because until I am underground
you know that I won‘t let you down

In the face of doubt
I must recall the warmth
when I’ve been cold for so long
because it’s I who’d rather die
than disregard this battle cry

now it‘s all come down to this
and I must make the best of this
I won’t ever fall to what masses embrace
let all these distractions start to burn

12. this time

this time we’ll get it right
and it’s no longer a choice
we found the answer in the night
when the moon it swallows the earth
never to return it’s alright to feel this way
if there’s a will to fight
then there’s a will to stay alive
come alive in the darkness of your mind

blackened we all fall
much less ordinary now
tonight I will reclaim
the life I thought was lost
instead of pushing it away I remain
intoxicated by the memory
yesterday
much less ordinary now that I have found a voice inside of me
and through the worldwide decline
let it remind us that we never needed you

because I never felt embraced by anything else
and never felt the way that I should have felt
but this time I wont wait in line
I’ll never feel the shame of living without
the quest for a name that I don’t care about because
this time I can call this mine.

tonight I will reclaim the life I though was lost

13. the ranks

open both your eyes before the murder of a life inside your mind
preparing you now more than ever for the end
so tell me are you satisfied?
you know we’re really not here to criticize
but is this where it ends where do we go from here?
embrace the ones that bring you down

hit the ground and get there fast
now the ranks are pushing back
our time is lost now
will we react now?
be alert of fading fast
the ranks were never meant to last
we promise nothing
to the shortcoming

open up your eyes before the burning in your heart it bleeds you dry
and you were always up for jumping to the ranks
unwanted
are you satisfied when they have left you there to die?
is this where it ends where do we go from here?